Saturday, June 12, 2010
Main bhi kitni stupid hoti thi!
I was a bloated up kid(at least more than I am now!) and I used to think that wearing a tighter pair of denims and sucking my stomach in would make me curtail my corpulence and the general physical dilapidation!I believed that adding more number of people up on social networking sites might increase my popularity level,which wasn't to be.I thought being the C.R. of the class might make people behave obsequiously and hardly short of fawning.(I was wrong again).And that faux pas like having said "passed away" instead of "went past" and things like not being invited to a particular social gathering would leave me embittered forever.Not having a lot of friends to grab a Mc Veggie and watch a movie with would more often than not cause me privation and despair.If not devastated,I clearly was despondent!I remember how I used to tag myself a Pariah kid upon not being a slave to western music.Unnecessary waxing and short skirts became a few baffling aberrations in my taste which was to help me look like one of those hoity-toity bitches I so loathed,but I gradually grew to like their same eclectic deplorable taste,my dignity shambling,the individuality lost somewhere between the penumbral shadows of the somber edifices constructed innately by us namely originality and identity crisis!Didn't know that ten years from then,it wouldn't matter how many guys asked me out or how many boring parties I got an invitation to.Now I know better!If a man isn't faithful to his own identity,he can't be loyal to anything but I reckon certain defects are necessary for the existence of individuality.Remember bobbed hair makes woman look uniform.They lack individuality!Stay the way you are.No one's worth changing for!